So I changed my tattoo design for like the 20th billion time!
And suddenly I am having 2ed thoughts about the damn piece!
-.- I shouldn’t becuase I shouldn’t care what others will think about it.
It’s my damn body.
My damn art piece.
Anywho on another note I’m thinking to get my Nose done and dying my whole hair a diffrernt colour. I still really want it white blonde.
I am thinking purple and blonde actually!
Think it would look total rad.
I sooo want to get my 100 hours by OCT this year. If nlt oct. Hopefully by the end of this year.
Today I am disappointed.
With the BF.
he’s has his L plates for years and I’ve just found out that he has less hours in his book then I do. And I’ve had my Ls since September last year.
He has nothing going for him
He’s become so lazy.
He still has no job.
Still owes like a Hell lot of cash to his mother…..
Mostly spends his “dole money” on smokes and food.
Not enjoying the way he’s been treating me for the past few months.
I feel so drained whenever we hang out.
I feel unhappy most of the time.
I feel like I’m being held back.
Its no good hey…
I know it’s not.
But I love him and i keep thinking if I stay longer he might eventually change?
“Eventually” when though.
I can’t keep waiting and being drained like this….